Monday, February 26, 2007
i'm not invisible (2)
t/dao me all you want.i'd rather be alone with the Father above.no click, no nothing.no bestie, no nothing. just a hard cold empty shell..that refuses to open to the outside world.yea so? everyone refuses to talk to me.looks like i've gained the title of " the most disliked person in the class"(other than that toot hillary and the other toot christabel, whose name doesn't even have the authority to be on my blog)hao xin mei hao bao.that is sooo true. i've done my best. history is repeating itself again.i hate history.it's chasing me like hell. making my life so miserable.so much that it has gone skin-deep.so much that i can't take it anymore.so much that i wanna....-so much that i've forgotten everything that i've learnt.so much that i've forgotten the loving God that has always been by my side.so much that...so much that......~FOUND: SOUL LOST~Labels: HATE
falling fought the heartless and nobodies at9:04 PM
i'm not invisible
hey if you don't like me tell me.don't like, :A:hey i don't like her, can you be her partner?B: *slight nod*its so unfair. what if the other person doesn't like her tooand she has to do it cause she doesn't want to spoil the friendship between them?Plus that shows that you didn't think about the other party,( i know i didn't. SORRY WERNIE)and you just thought that it would be alright for her to be her partner. that's just so unfair.So if you don't like me. tell me . speak the truth.i'm fine with it.if you don't wanna feel the burn, talk to me when i'm feeling better.if not, go ahead and flood my tagboard. i won't bite.yes i'm referring to you, TRICIA TAN LEO. you hate me? you dislike me? tell me straight to MY FACE, you coward.Don't just tell her that you dislike me.she has nothing whatsoever in this whole thing.HUGE APOLOGY TO WERNIE.FORGIVE ME.I HATE MYSELF ALREADY.Labels: HATE
falling fought the heartless and nobodies at8:46 PM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
i hate him
wa liu.
today is one heck of a bad day for me.well not really but still, i'm feeling very angry.okay, let's start after service.hi hi...happy new year..blah blah..lai lai lai!! ang bao collection time!!one ang bao two ang baothree an...off for breakfast. at grandma's house.how i hated my unclei have really bad mem of that place.and all include him. okay fine. not allthere are quite afew great and wonderful mem.but those who had spend it with me...most probably forgot about it.oay . back to the point of "bad day"got there. saw uncle. saw his wife. greeted them. gave oranges and got ang bao.( i hate him)sat there ate,..( he and his wife )wash the dishes..( i can't stand them )greeted my ah ma, gave oranges to her and she gave them back to me..gave me a hug, ( i've always loved her hugs!! )then got ANG BAO. ^^saw aunt and someone who looks really familiar.wished them a happy CNY, and guess what??WHAT!!i told you to guess!!okay, well. obviously more ANG BAOS.>>>>>>>>fastforward>>>>>>>>came back to ah ma's place to have dinner.saw HIM again ( how i hate him ).okay fine, going there and hating, saying that he made me had a bad day is irrational.but if you think of it this way..this person had never cared about you.never played with you.never asked others to play with you.siblings joined the others.they left me alone.and many more.that GUY had ruined part of my childhood.how i hated him. even my parents feel the same way.-they hated him as much as i do-well. basically they played cards and left me alone again.how i hated him.Labels: HATE
falling fought the heartless and nobodies at10:50 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
i hate insects.
i seriously hate them.okay fine, i'm seriously afraid of them.just yesterday..you know that a jumping spider is common at houses right?but this thime , it was too commomn.i'm a harry potter fan..and yea i read the books..i've finished all the books except book 5.so i was reading and reading...and when i least expected, the spider was there!!yes yes, it's small and it's more afraid of me than i am to it.yea..it stopped there ...i stared...i screamed...it jumped...i screamed ...and my mother caught it.well...and..i cried.today, a somewhat similar thing happened to me.only that this time. it wasn't a spider.plus i have no idea what it is.and it's so >.<>some small black thin line insect thingy that was there all the time... when i was playing the com.....[I HATE INSECTS AND SPIDERS AND THE OTHER THINGS THAT ARE IN THE 'SPIDER" GROUP. I HATE THEM ALL.]Labels: HATE
falling fought the heartless and nobodies at4:30 AM
