Sunday, April 27, 2008
...
I'm tired of life
i just want to die.
It feels so empty.
that i just want to cry.
where are the colours?
i cannot see.
black and white
is what we'll be.
i look over there
she smiled at me
i just sat right there
as if our eyes never meet
i feel very warm
and very giddy
i ask myself, "should i study?
"heck yes, or i'll fail, but do i care?
i've been studying like crap
and there's 7 papers to go
there's much left to do
i wish i could go with the flow
don't look back now
they're all laughing
waiting for your all grades
to start falling
my parents
yes them
have high expectations
there are still many things that i need to cram
i'd better start working
should i even care?
even if i die
who would even dare
*sighs, breaks into a smile*
i do know one thing
yes, just one
that our Father in Heaven
is the awesome one
i bet He'd help me
i would bet with all i have
that He loves me so
even if they don't care
In John 3:16, its is said right there
"Whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life"
I believe in Him, i really do
but am i just another hypocrite?
Would you run, i ask
would I run?
what would you do
if i brought a gun?
and pointed it in your face
on a sunday morning in church
are you gonna run
do you have this urge?
before you do, hear what i say
will you take a bullet for Jesus Christ?
would you run? would they run?
if they do, hypocrites they are!
now i end this
i feel much better
all i needed was
to type some letters
off to study
yes i will
And i'll make my parents proud!
and never NEVER will i fail.
Labels: poem
falling fought the heartless and nobodies at6:54 PM
