Friday, September 07, 2007
Thank to you all!!
hey yall!!
Thanks for being so caring towards me for the past few weeks or so!
Special thanks to Cindy and Charlene!
( since the post is too long, I'll thank Charlene in the next post)
Cause both of them have been praying for me and encouraging me while i was about to crack and also after when I'm done cracking myself up they still continued to pray for me!
Well, it all started out a week before the exams, when i was mugging like hell and when you talk to me, the first thing you'll hear me say is: Have you studied??
So like, almost everyday I'll wake up around 3 to 4.30am(latest!!) to prepare for exams and the night before would be like this:
no computer and or watching the television. Then i would study till ten or so( depending on what time I'll be waking up) and I'll tell myself that I'll make up for the today's qt tomorrow.
Unfortunately, that "tomorrow" didn't come at all. Even though it was after exams i still went about telling myself tomorrow. I'll do it TOMORROW.
Then came Sunday. Service just ended and it was time for lunch. as usual, i sat down with Hui qi for lunch. Then Cindy came up to me and asked how i was doing and i told her about what I've been doing and not doing.
Yea. The following day i did do my qt, but i fell asleep while reading the book of Corinthians. This continued till i felt like killing myself for not doing qt.
I really felt empty. I felt like i had a hallow heart ( no, I didn't turn into a hallow), and that life had no meaning as it just goes by like that.
I then realized, that i had to start doing qt, or suicidal thoughts would be next
(I kept bringing my own confidence down).. yea
I read, and continued since then. Seriously, I'm not joking.
I realized that all the solutions to my problems were always there. Everything i need need.
The word of God: It can do miraculous things to your life.
Love yall!
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falling fought the heartless and nobodies at4:49 PM
