The Way to Dawn

Sunday, May 14, 2006

yea just one entry for today...cuz its so late

waa....today..urm today lotsa stuff happen....urm..wait i need time to flash back...lotsa stuff in my head now...like = , kenna , being a projectionist (yea i'm gona be one! one of the services...but dunno which one...soon maybe..haha, i hope i get it rite)...hmm....today's wonderful worship (~Rah...with a lil jealousy cuz of dot dot dot and =...noo... what was i thinking doing this during the worship no....waa...)....the super embarassing stuff zhi xiang and the peeps did....the spikenardz stuff, flag day...family day....lots lar..okay hmm....can't tell u anithing about *missing text*.....kenna urm...she is my bestie...okay thn , being a projectionist...well....yeah i'm gonna be a projectionist for one of the services...feelin a lil scared and nervous....but i noe....that God will always be there to guide us through...weather it is big or small it matters to him...God is good all the time yea...what the...my com suddenly got prob....haix everything jamm...the conversation with = and kenna all gone haix...wahaha...hmm..okay projectionist...hmm..kenna said all i need to knoe is the buttons...yea! she gave me some tips...RAH~ now i'm super irratated....com keeps havin prob...mine is really everything jamm ...thn gone..thn restart...haix..okay where was i? urm..oh projectionist ...hmm....actually...*missing text* asked me to be one at first but i was super scared lorx...once in a while *missing text* will ask me if i want or not...i'll either say no or dunno...i felt very scared and nervous so i prayed ...thn something happened! My fears and nervousness just like, dissappeared! and , i told*missing text* that i wanted to be projectionist! WOW! God is really...WAHZ.....although i'm still a bit scared...but i noe that he will be there watching as...guiding us! yea! Today's worship is really good...it really opened my eyes....to see how i've been treating my mom...haix..and i noe i have not been really nice to her...its like i'm taking her love 4 granted...haix...sry momz(mar mi)! she is really great lorx...i'm soo blessed to have such a loving mom! rah...and dunno what came over me...dot dot dot asked me to come infront yes i came but thn = went beside dot dot dot and i felt super jealous....kept starin....waa sry i shouldn't be giving u that face during this time...yes but thats the oni day i get to see = other thn that, its either sms, or online but we always like never meet one...oni sometime thn meet. Aniwaes,sry! waa yule noe hu = is...maybe i might tell..but the peeps in church should noe hu is =liao..dun tell = that he is = arhx even though it is soo obivious...haix should be concentrating on God instead of dot dot dot and =...waa! the super embarassing stuff...zhi xiang and the gang did..why!? must u do 'it'! its already very obvious to = and = is not suppose to know that he is = until december!! waa u guys ahz...haix...(okay as u noe..i'm just going down from the list of topics i placed there okay?) hmm...spikenardz...flag day waa! they are both on the same day!! noo...! luckily it diff time cuz i really dun like being late and again i'm gonna wear new stuff ! yeay! family day its next sunday..we are gonna do kite flying, tug-of-war, picnic(not panic hahax bleahx), and some other stuff! hmm...now what? oh yea okay kenna i'll tell u the old habit of = but not here...i'll email it to u kkz??? hmm...well this is like the end liao...oh from the RAH~ that part till now is edited on the following day cuz com got alot of prob and cannot type properly...waa...dunno why thesde few days i can't type properly..haha oh i really dun want to do this as testimony...pls? cuz it took me like one month to decide if i want to be a projectionist or not and thsi will take longer okay? thx peeps

falling fought the heartless and nobodies at10:35 PM

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